憧
ショウ, トウ, ドウ, あこが.れる
yearn after, long for, aspire to, admire, adore
JLPT1 G7 S15 F2259
As per 童# (run through) + 心 heart/emotions → be figuratively run through with *yearning* → *aspiration*; *longing for*; *admiration* (← yearning for an object or trait one does not possess).
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